Years have passed since I have been in here. I am in desprate need of updating this and taking down these aweful pictures and poetry..sheesh. I wonder why no one told me it sucked back then...haha. I will update in the coming days. Really good to see some of you!! Wow. I almost forgot how well I know some of you. I am a horrible friend I guess.
Okay. I will lighten up some on myself. I have had a few more surgeries...and I am doing well. I am a grandmother...and I even have some new-ish art. Definatly some better photos.
In the time I was away, Artcluster was put to rest. I suppose I will get over that someday. It was not me who let it die.
I wait til that basket is empty, turn around, and pelt the hell out of the son of a bitch that said they wanted lemonaide! And that just all there is too it.
The rest is up for review at a convenient time in the near future.
Did I mention I was bored? I have 2 friends here...I think....panch and sumox...and they are currently in mySpace...*yawns* guess I'll go doodle in Artcluster.
been gone since my world started falling apart...i guess i tend to loose my creativity when people die ~ and now i worry that the death of my childrens dad will kill them~ i find it hard to grasp being in highschool and having my father drop dead at 43~ i am 41 and my father is living~ i wasn't 16 and found him dead~ i wasen't 15 and been putting him off for about a year~ i don't know how to erase those memories from my childrens mind....as this valentines day came this year and gave to them~
~i don't understand how some people could tell them 'god had a purpose for him' or ' he's in a better place'....He had a fucking purpose!! He didn't ne
well in the waitin room waitin for news of you i hallucinated i could read your mind and i was on a lotta shit to but what i saw man... i tell you... it was freaky.... frea ea eaky.